Monday, 25 November 2013

uncomfortable

my chest hurts,
my brain hurts,
I'm sweating
my heart beats
it beats hard
it beats clearly
my brain is fried
it is in disarray
I can't grasp anything
I'm falling over myself in my head
how to fall back down to earth
I was stuck above it, I dream of it
I don't want to be on the ground
I want to be where I am happy
I'm sappy
unaware of how to deal
how to feel
reaching a new boundary in my comfort
I'm out there and cannot come back.
I'm floating,
In nothing
nowhere
No sights
no sounds
no smells
nothing to touch
with a sour taste.
Nothing but my thoughts, racing
and masking who I am

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