Ruin me (I'm not well)

I'm not well

I am worthless,
I am not human
I am a shell

I'm not well.

I never cared
I never shared
I never loved

I'm not well

I got too far
I got too scarred
I got too marred

I'm not well.

I was tortured
I earned a fool's fortune
I have nothing

I'm not well.

I am not ironic
I am not educated
I am not intelligent

I'm not well

I suffer
I bluff when asked
I am a prick

I'm not well.

I do not know how to do it again
I do not know if I could
I fought too much.

I'm not well

I lived
I forgive
I never learned

I'm not well.

I'm toxic
I'm angry
I'm frustrated

I'm not well.

I am full of regret, it takes up shame and dignities spot.

Ruin me. Use me, leave the bones. forget me like you've never met me.
Ruin, me.