For once in a long while I am in the middle ground of content and discontent.
It is a weird feeling, I don't feel much anxiety these days. Then some nights it flairs up like it used to. Haven't been depressed for awhile either. Life has balanced. I should be a hell of a lot more excited than I am now. Getting going with school, have a well-paying job. Albeit a very frustrating job, then again what job isn't. School is right around the corner, I am going to see Vancouver for the first time and help my brother move.
But, I feel meh right now. I don't have much interest in anything. sleep is lacklustre and very non-fulfilling.
July cannot be over fast enough, my whole life I have come to realize July is my least favorite month. Comes with many reasons; most notably the heat.
Still feel like I can fail. Still feel like I can achieve what I want. Still feel very on edge about the whole concept of me entering a workplace that has so many flaws.
Thanks for reading this blog as well as the rest my friends and family.
Much love.
Best regards,
Devon
This is my life, contains anxiety and the constant struggle with the unknown.
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